Tuesday, October 19, 2010

High school isn't as scary as people portray it to be, I came into highschool afraid that no one would even notice my existance. I was terrifyed that the seniors would kill me. I was afraid I would fail. I was afraid teachers wouldn't like me. I was afraid my life would change.

Weird thing is right now I'm in my first hour were I am 1 out of 2 freshman and sitting next to a senior named Caleigh Evans ,that I talk to everyday and suprisingly she's not gonna kill me.....yet. People in the highschool scream my name and randomly hug me on my way to classes. I have good grades and my life has changed but for the better. I have the toughest teachers who actually like me and I'm not afraid to be a freshman....anymore.

Being called "Fresh Meat" lasts for about the first 2 days and from there I think the seniors learn to love us....most of them anyway. I love the football games were no matter whar grade you're in you're all friends because you are rooting for the same team. If there is one thing I have learned about highschools it's.... we watch WAY to many movies and there is WAY less drama.

But after all the fear is gone I guess you could say high school grows on you(:

Saturday, June 12, 2010

I never thought that my little school and high school would be different, of course they're different in size but the people are so judgemental. Nobody is perfect but ALOT of people in high school are convinced they are, beauty comes from within. I get scared for highschool because i know it's not going to be easy, when i was at a party they were making fun of a girl cause she was overweight and that was the ONLY part they didn't like about her, either they're not my true friends or EVERYONE is like that, I guess I'll find out pretty quick. I feel like since I left the school I'm on my own and it's my responsibility to make the right choices, I need to learn who I am and what I'm capable of. Life is scary enough itself but like a smart man told me ,"Love you for you and know that you HAVE friends and you ARE loved.Smile(:", I'll always remember that. His moto was " I am who I am, like it or not, and well I don't really care if people don't like me." He knows who he is and I want to be like that. Live.Laugh.Love. <--- might as well get started.